I'm getting attracted to Sad sappy songs at the time when I'm having crushes.Its been TWO years after which I'm having butterflies in my stomach/getting anxious for a guy.All this time the butterflies were for action movies , thrilling novels , not seeing or surprisingly seeing a special online friend , few compliments once in a blue moon & of course shopping.I didn't know it will be so SOON that I'll start liking someone again.I wanted to wait.But of course , this one ain't no serious/strong liking , nor am I gonna turn it into that.I cannot fall weak this bloody time!
The major issue right now is the choice of songs I've been listening to.Listening to highly emotionally challenging songs is not a great idea when you are already feeling low.It brings a lump in my throat.The problem is , I feel as if some one's making me listen to these songs.I mean no matter how much I decide , I just click onto the ones that are sentimental.I'm not even deleting them! Nor will I ask anyone to do that for me.Its like am being dragged to songs like an addict to a drug.However, my drug doesn't make me feel high.Its not harmful either :P Huh What kind of bloody drug is this ?
Ok I have an answer for this one.I got a text from a friend which I'm modifying to bring my answer.
I'm so addicted to the drug of sad songs that if I have nothing to compensate for its deficiency - I'll use noodles to hang myself , sponge to hit me , rubber knife to cut my vein & water pistol to blow my head.
That should land me in a thermocol hospital/rehab , lol.
And thermocol reminds me of something I saw on TV few days back.It was on 'India's Got Talent.' There was this group called Illuminati which staged the most popular video game 'Super Mario'. They used UV effect & had the entire set of the game made in thermocol - like the tortoise , the Dollar points , bricks etc.It was so damn creative !!! I loved playing Mario in my childhood.The way they staged it - it was as if you're watching a Mario movie !
I was impressed.Superbly creative.
Lol, funny how you drifted from drugs to thermocol =)
ReplyDeleteHoney, you'll get through this. We all are addicted to the musical drug at one point :)
And you're right. As long as the addiction isn't harmful, remain addicted ;)
It's Normal for a normal straight girl to listen to normal numbers thinking about a normal straight guy.
ReplyDeleteNo big/medium/small deal :)
LMLO stuff is that hanging wid noodles =)) that makes oodles of sense btw !
And mario is the baap no sorry basic of all the cyber games..did u know that ?
Hearing love songs at a time when you've loads of crush(es) :P is only normal.. but why sad?? lol..
ReplyDeleteHey.. have you heard the song Toh phir aao... :p
or Inconsolable also isn't that bad... :D
and yeah.. I too saw that thermocol thing.. that was really creative..
oh! v all luv 2 hear sad songs..
ReplyDeleteIts been TWO years after which I'm having butterflies in my stomach/getting anxious for a guy.All this time the butterflies were for action movies , thrilling novels , not seeing or surprisingly seeing a special online friend , few compliments once in a blue moon & of course shopping...awwwwww..choooooo cuuuteee..you're a complete sweety pie, u know? I cant stop laafing :))
even i was addicted to MARIO
mario.. sigh! is Mario the guy you have a crush on? you like guys with moustaches? hehe!
ReplyDeletesad songs.... ! sigh!
- Anamika
ReplyDeleteAt one point ? This seems to be a goddamn never ending line! ;) lol
- Peter
lol I know its a normal deal but its been too long after which I'm getting those vibes ;)
lol @ baap of..I understand that phrase :P I didn't know that.Thanks
- Saad
Lol thats what! I don't know whats happening to me :P
lol @ the song title 'top phir ao' / inconsolable :D
- Swats
Hey! lol no doubt am sweet.*Sugar cube* :P
Mario's the simplest coolest lil game.
- Abhinav
Nah nah mario ain't the guy :D And mario got moustaches ?? Haw , I never noticed :P lol
HAHA! And it's only been 2yrs for ya? For me it's been aeons and the strangest part is Im quite now, even while listening to sooky lala songs lol!
ReplyDeleteI think I've grown immune to men...
;-)
Keshi.
**Im quite HAPPY
ReplyDeleteI mean :)
Keshi.
Songs totally tie into situations in our life, whether we want it to or not. For instance, there was this guy I (once) knew who had a rather drastic reaction to my (future) disinterest in him and wrote me via Facebook thanking me that now everytime he hears 'So Sick' by Neyo he would be reminded of me. Ick. Yeahh, not okay. I used to really like that song & now every time I hear it, I think of the poor guy.
ReplyDeleteBut on a lighter note, when I feel like I need to get out of a phunk, I blast my iPod's Party Playlist and enjoy fun feel-good music. Makes it all better. :)
I love your template :D
ReplyDelete- Archana
ReplyDeleteLol =)
Yup party playlist helps :)
- Anamika
ty! I love it too =)
i totally love playing mario. and the act that those people put together was pretty impressive!
ReplyDeletesomehow i am not getting updates from your blog. :(
- Rima
ReplyDeleteHmm I get bulk updates with one or two blogs.
Maybe you should delete & add again ?