I've been spending some time reading and understanding Karma. I knew about it. Its feeded in our sub conscious right from our childhood. But I've never thought so deeply about this cause and effect circle. And there are so many questions that I want answers for.
What are the 'good' and 'bad' things ?
Apart from ofcourse the basic..not wanting bad for someone , not seeking revenge etc.
Do thoughts count too ? Momentarily passing thoughts of jealousy , hatred or maybe even revenge ? Or is it all about the action one takes ?
If its all about Karma..the ACTIONS one takes - then what about your pre-written destiny ?
I strongly believe in destiny.
Can the course of my destiny change solely on the basis of my Karma ?
Aren't all these laws intimidating and astonishing ?? I think its crazy!
But then the whole idea behind Karma is probably the fairness with which each person deserves to live.
And there goes the next question - who decides what we deserve ??
Crazy , no ? :D
* My idea of forgiving is to let go. I mean yes someone says they're sorry. Then you just say 'its ok' wherein completely meaning that its NOT ok - that's not forgiving , is it ?
You just got to LET GO.
* I'm blunt and rude. Really very blunt. Almost like I throw fireballs when I'm on my taunting mode. When I'm hurt. And I like being blunt. Although it doesn't filter any hurting for myself. It causes even more pain. But when you care , when it still bothers..you have to tell. If I stop..that's even more dangerous. It will mean you've lost that place. I've lost that struggle to hold you onto that place.
* Currently , happiness is dancing!