Is there a way to wring the neck of IRONY ?
I was so superbly happy yesterday & day before..wasn't I ?
And there..just when I've kept it at the last corner of my mind - the irony - it comes to me right when am at my hyper best.
I usually THINK & wonder about happiness & the excitement around it to the point where I turn morbid & conclude something really godforsaken is about to happen in a blink of an eye.I just KNOW it will but meanwhile I do not waste a single second in enjoying my euphoric phase.
And yet..at the back of my mind..there are colors I don't see , there are empty paint buckets that I assume are contained with fresh paint colors.There's a faint restlessness.As if a faded color.Unnoticeable.
It happens often.I'm used to the irony.Something grills me completely, inside out .
This time however , I didn't see it coming .I wasn't prepared at all.
How do you undress disappointment ?
Howe do you undress awkwardness ?
How do you undress excitement ?? Of all the things on earth ..I want to shun away THIS !
How I wish I never talked of X Y Z.
How I wish I never met X Y Z.
The disappointment muffler ?? The one that is wringing my neck right now ?
How come I didn't perceive some colors ?
How come my vision was disoriented ?
How come I do not have a wide view of spectrum ?
How come ...Nothing Lasts Forever ?
How ?
I'm color blind.That's why.
I need a Life.
Paint my life.
Will someone kill Irony ?
I ain't crazy.Almost every color is driving me M A D because I know there are different COLORS but I see the same shade.
Inexplicable.
yeh Kya tha Oprah ?
ReplyDeleteLemme Read it again !
I din get the gist even ..May be coz my brain is not working.
ok I read it again nd conclusion is tht u r Darius !
ReplyDeleteAnd if u din get my comment then we are even :P
pich!
ReplyDeleteloved this post. Spoke voulmes in few lines. Exactly how I feel sometimes too.
ReplyDeleteI wanna destroy excitement too :)
**How come ...Nothing Lasts Forever ?
cos thats the NATURE of everything in this world. it was designed that way.
**because I know there are different COLORS but I see the same shade.
I like the way u put it. At the end of the day, it's all the SAME boring crap!
Keshi.
How come you write so well in each and every post!
ReplyDelete- Peter
ReplyDeleteOprah..lol
Ye kuch nahi tha.Your brain is working.Mine is on some madness mode.
I lost my temper while writing this.Thats why it doesn't make sense.
'Darius' ? Yeah I guess we are even :P
- Abinav
Pinch kyon ? I wasn't day dreaming!
- Keshi
'Destroy' excitement.Perfect word.
Nature Huh
Yup boring crap!
- Ekam
How ? Too much of 'How' for me to answer.
Btw , I don't think I write well & nah am not being modest :P
you will get the answers for the questions you ask!Sometimes,it may be hidden and sometimes,it can be outright!
ReplyDeleteI can easily say that you've already started preparing for your entrance exams, ain't it?? ;) your lexicon seems to be increasing with more interesting(and bouncer) words.. :P good.. :)
ReplyDeletesomeone rightly said.. “Irony is an insult conveyed in the form of a compliment”.. though its not exactly the same in your case.. :P
literally speaking.. you aren't colour-blind.. don't worry.. otherwise you wouldn't have created such a beautiful template.. and also your thoughts are green enough to make the reader smile.. :)
- Srivatsan
ReplyDeleteI wasn't really looking for answers.In fact , I wasn't questioning at all.I was so battered with Rage & disappointment that I was feeling bad for myself which is why I tossed some madness.
- Saad
Studying & me ? :( Not yet!
lol irnoy is insult yup! in my case its conveyed with a geezer ( = shock ..bouncer word : P)
Well literal meaning of this post is nowhere close to what am speaking. I tried to use 'color' to express my feeling.
I didn't make you smile ..You always smile :P
hey sugarcube,
ReplyDeletecheer up.. it's a new day.. :)
Now this is called rambling!...You certainly are not crazy with such fine thoughts :)
ReplyDeleteCheers!!
By Gawd! Bheja mera zoooooooooooom zaaaaaaap zooooooom ho gaya... :)
ReplyDelete"Clearly tum maha-upset ho kis baat pe..isiliye bakwaas karney lag gaye"... Kuch yaad aaya?? hehehe... Nahi?? JAB WE MET!!
I understand life hain hota hain... :) chalta hain... roney ka... gussa karney ka... fir kehna "Forget it.. mere paas sad honey ka time nahi" aur aagey badney ka ;)
- Rane
ReplyDelete:) thanks! Yes its a bright new day :)
- Kasabaingirl
Ramblings of a lunatic mind :P
- Harshita
Haha! I love that dialogue! Thanks for reminding.
Hehe..wow I liked the way you said it 'roney ka ..gussa karne ka..'
Thanks :)))
Breathe! :)
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