I've been through soooo much shit in the past 2 or 3 years ..that I have no idea what I've become. Maybe little less human. :\
Ok weird.
But now I challenge you to stone my head ( metaphorically ofcourse) - and I won't tether. No reaction. kuch nahi hoga mujhe . It wouldn't matter to me.
Because I've seen worse.😅
'Things happen for good'.
I wish to raise questions on this.
Is it good if it makes you stone hearted ?
Is it good if it robs you off of any little emotions that you had kept away from getting bruised ?
It is good if it brain fogs your very being ?
How good really?
But we don't have a reverse gear , do we ? Not to change things that have reached to this conclusion , instead not having to deal with them in the first place altogether.
All I can eventually take with are lessons (which would serve what great purpose - am still unaware of! ) Lessons which cost me an arm & a leg. A roller coaster of every fiber of my emotion.
I pledged to value myself. To love myself. However, its fizzling out in this frenzy of what seems to be an everlasting loop of keeping hopes on a tenterhook.
And yet I try.
We all want to see that silver lining , innit ? Even if it means we might just have to hallucinate it - just for namesake!
In all of this chaos - which I deliberately refrained from penning down , there's ofcourse something GOOD I'd like to keep on these pages.
Its this wonderful ethereal place. This surreal moment.
Bathseda Central Park NYC.
You never know fountains are such a beauty untill you see this one!
Thank you for this.
P.S. : I'm filmy!
Ok weird.
But now I challenge you to stone my head ( metaphorically ofcourse) - and I won't tether. No reaction. kuch nahi hoga mujhe . It wouldn't matter to me.
Because I've seen worse.😅
'Things happen for good'.
I wish to raise questions on this.
Is it good if it makes you stone hearted ?
Is it good if it robs you off of any little emotions that you had kept away from getting bruised ?
It is good if it brain fogs your very being ?
How good really?
But we don't have a reverse gear , do we ? Not to change things that have reached to this conclusion , instead not having to deal with them in the first place altogether.
All I can eventually take with are lessons (which would serve what great purpose - am still unaware of! ) Lessons which cost me an arm & a leg. A roller coaster of every fiber of my emotion.
I pledged to value myself. To love myself. However, its fizzling out in this frenzy of what seems to be an everlasting loop of keeping hopes on a tenterhook.
And yet I try.
We all want to see that silver lining , innit ? Even if it means we might just have to hallucinate it - just for namesake!
In all of this chaos - which I deliberately refrained from penning down , there's ofcourse something GOOD I'd like to keep on these pages.
Its this wonderful ethereal place. This surreal moment.
Bathseda Central Park NYC.
You never know fountains are such a beauty untill you see this one!
Thank you for this.
P.S. : I'm filmy!
