There's so much to say , to yell , to vent out. And yet I won't speak a word.
I'm finding no listeners. I've been muted.
I'll draw a story I believe in the most in my head. And I will keep working around it.
I won't let others fill in their colors as they wish. I'll only allow colors to be filled in partially to justify my colors.
I'll sob like a kid for nothing which is actually a cocktail of everything.
I'll laugh on nothing , which really is nothing. I'll make it look like its everything!
I'll type words I can make of on this qwerty. And it will not change any minds. Or break any ice. But I'll still write in no hope to be read anytime.
I'll not look in the eye and talk now onwards. It will make me unwillingly smile . And I can't let that smile takeover & turn it all futile.
Its all over - I'm dead serious. I will say a hundred times. And yet turn the pages back in a while.
I've closed the book now. And nobody heard me saying "I'm dead serious - this is over at last. Dont want to hold on anymore."
I'm finding no listeners. I've been muted.
I'll draw a story I believe in the most in my head. And I will keep working around it.
I won't let others fill in their colors as they wish. I'll only allow colors to be filled in partially to justify my colors.
I'll sob like a kid for nothing which is actually a cocktail of everything.
I'll laugh on nothing , which really is nothing. I'll make it look like its everything!
I'll type words I can make of on this qwerty. And it will not change any minds. Or break any ice. But I'll still write in no hope to be read anytime.
I'll not look in the eye and talk now onwards. It will make me unwillingly smile . And I can't let that smile takeover & turn it all futile.
Its all over - I'm dead serious. I will say a hundred times. And yet turn the pages back in a while.
I've closed the book now. And nobody heard me saying "I'm dead serious - this is over at last. Dont want to hold on anymore."
Vent if you feel better. Write a story, a blogpost or a poem. Color your feelings on paper. No matter what you do, be true to yourself. That's all that matters.
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