Pure co-incidence. I picked a chit during the miss farewell thing..and I was supposed to answer - You should not trust a guy because...?
The first reaction was a big bright smile on my face accompanied with loud cheers from friends. It is irrelevant how much they know what has been going around with me ; the fact is who could answer this better than me ? :P
Don't trust a guy because..
What he says , what he thinks and what he does are three very different things.
80% of the times they are lying. Or making stories. Same thing.
Therefore , don't believe every word he says. Its not worth it.
Infact its not just about guys..generally speaking , never put all your faith onto someone. Don't make them so important that they influence your state of being. You never know how situations change and your trust is broken unintentionally.
--- When I lost my faith and trust over my so-called best friend - I felt crippled & was nervous for quite some time. I was so empty I could not feel anything.It was like my heart just shut one more time. I never cried for all the bullshit though.
And then being the usual me ... I gave a dramatic speech to lighten my mood. I said to my friend : I am heartless. She denied. I explained : I only have this organ which is pumping blood into my veins. ( :D ) But it cannot be called 'heart'. My heart is so dead. Because I cannot feel a damned thing.
I may have wronged myself. Conned myself to trust him again. But its only human!
Why the hell am I so forgiving ?
So while our farewell party sucked..and I allowed my friend the privilege to speak to me again :P , a little too late I realized it is not worth it. We tend to believe what we like to hear. Its not really the truth though.
So here's a goodbye to not the friendship that has been sacked , but to the trust that will never be given back.
You lost that place. I still don't know whats in your mind. I don't understand much. But what I can see isn't something I can't deny. Actions speak louder than words..right?
No point to hold on.We're done.
Its not gonna be easy. Even when it is more of a rational than emotional decision.
* College finishes off this week. Not gonna cry about this either. Will miss the routine.
Albeit change is more than welcome :D
The first reaction was a big bright smile on my face accompanied with loud cheers from friends. It is irrelevant how much they know what has been going around with me ; the fact is who could answer this better than me ? :P
Don't trust a guy because..
What he says , what he thinks and what he does are three very different things.
80% of the times they are lying. Or making stories. Same thing.
Therefore , don't believe every word he says. Its not worth it.
Infact its not just about guys..generally speaking , never put all your faith onto someone. Don't make them so important that they influence your state of being. You never know how situations change and your trust is broken unintentionally.
--- When I lost my faith and trust over my so-called best friend - I felt crippled & was nervous for quite some time. I was so empty I could not feel anything.It was like my heart just shut one more time. I never cried for all the bullshit though.
And then being the usual me ... I gave a dramatic speech to lighten my mood. I said to my friend : I am heartless. She denied. I explained : I only have this organ which is pumping blood into my veins. ( :D ) But it cannot be called 'heart'. My heart is so dead. Because I cannot feel a damned thing.
I may have wronged myself. Conned myself to trust him again. But its only human!
Why the hell am I so forgiving ?
So while our farewell party sucked..and I allowed my friend the privilege to speak to me again :P , a little too late I realized it is not worth it. We tend to believe what we like to hear. Its not really the truth though.
So here's a goodbye to not the friendship that has been sacked , but to the trust that will never be given back.
You lost that place. I still don't know whats in your mind. I don't understand much. But what I can see isn't something I can't deny. Actions speak louder than words..right?
No point to hold on.We're done.
Its not gonna be easy. Even when it is more of a rational than emotional decision.
* College finishes off this week. Not gonna cry about this either. Will miss the routine.
Albeit change is more than welcome :D
I think dat trusting n all cums up whn sumone is near to ur feelings(heart) but trusting n not trusting it totally depends on d time if d time is gud everythng is awesome if its bad thn everythng is really bad .....!!!!
ReplyDeleteI may interfering in your personal stuff if yes then a SORY n just ignore it.
Yeah thats true..depends on situations. So yeah.. the timing has really been bad!
ReplyDeleteIts allright btw. You're not intruding.
Life is damn too tough to live for those who live it with hearts...
ReplyDeleteSad thing is that they can't even learn to live any other way esp after using their hearts for sometime--Only thing is that they can deny using/having a heart.
I wish you get a lot of strength in your life and may you always be surrounded by good people (with big hearts ofcourse :)...! )