Mystically mystified

I'm gonna be super rich..cool! Thats what the palmist had to say!
But then I was never really worried 'bout money.Money comes & goes..
It wasn't just the only thing I wanted to know.He told me bout my studies.Asked me to pray The Sun God.But I wanted to know more...something more...Like the entire structure of my future - Apart from fortune.I wanted to know if I'm going to do something good in life..I certainly didn't want to be just a home maker!
Having known so much bout astrology ( dat it REALLY does exist ) - I didn't wish my life to go waste.
What killed me entirely was the fact that everything..yes everything is written.We can't change anything ! Our entire life has been already set.We'll get opportunities & things will happen for us.It'll happen as its been written.And no matter what we have to say 'bout our hard work or bout us being lucky - its basically all set long time back.So when we achieve something through hard work or luck - its not really the hard work or our luck.All of that happens because it was already decided to happen !!! And no other force in Universe can stop us from achieving what we deserve to get !
I find it too strange ..why do we have to live if everything is pre-decided ?!!??Why can't things happen our way ?? Why can't WE ourselves make our future ??
A split second of change..and our future changes

Somethings killing me inside...I dun understand this at all!
And how I wish I had the strongest future....

So well I didn't ask the palmist anything more.He was tellin' dat dad's all problems will be solved..nothing to worry bout
I wanted to know whther I'll seriously ever make good frdz..lol..& when I asked him so,he was telling few other things,wherein I really wasn't interested
But I guess its Ok.Life should remain a mystery.If I get to know everything that future has in store for me..& also the fact that I can hardly change anything...life won't be fun.So its better I know nothing of my futute..it scares me enough !!
And the answers to my questions will always remain a mystery..coz even if I ask dad ,( who himself is a good astrologer) - he is unable to give me a very convincing reason behind this magic!

Start..

I came into the blogger world more than an year ago & had a blog too.But I started deleting my posts one by one..and then I finally deleted the blog!
The one reason that I deleted the previous blog was that it envolved more of frustration & bitching 'bout the things I don't like.
I realised that whenever I read the posts - I felt miserable.
Its then that I decided to write more of events and actions rather than emotions.
And also decided to avoid writing anything that envolves me being upset 'coz when I read it at some other time - all the sad memories wind up!

So here I start putting my thoughts into words..the most exciting & fantastic moments of life ,anything amusing that come across ,anything & almost everything that I love 'bout me and my life..& so on...

Happy Blogging to me ! :P